hitori [kuwagata-P]

[the_desserter]

Since kuwagataP did another 1-hit K.O. on me with his new song, I've decided to try translating it. 8D;
My heart and soul and kidney and lungs and liver and(ry seriously hurts so much when I listen to it. ;A; And I'm still listening to it now. ;A; /do-M taimu
Anyway, before I and my internal organs completely die, I better finish this entry. 8D
/coughingfit


Title in...
Japanese: ひとり 
Romaji: hitori
English: Alone

Written by: apple41/kuwagata-P
Sung by: Hatsune Miku
Nico | YT


hitori

hitori de ikiteyuku tsumori datta mirai ni
doushite kimi ha mada tonari ni itekureru no deshou

masshiro na shatsu ni shimikonda makkuro na shimi mitai ni nokoru
ushirometai uso ya yarusenai kanjou ni fureyou toshite mata namida ga deta

nee koko ni atta hikari ha kieta
"shikata ga nai yo nante" furi de
utsuro ni natta hibi no sukima ni
miushinatta jibun no katachi

hitori de ikiteyuku kakugo wo kimeta no ni
doushite kimi no koe ga kou mo kikitakunaru no deshou

makkura na heya ni sashikonda gaitou no akari mitai ni yureru
minikui kokoro wo okubyou na shinzou wo "kimi no tame" nante kaaten de kakushite

tsukamenai mirai ni se wo mukete
kore de ii da nante kidottemiru kedo

hitori de ikiteyuku hazu datta mirai ni
doushite kimi ha mada tonari ni itekureru no deshou
nee kimi ga sonna fuu ni warau tabi ni
donna nayami mo dou demo yokunatteiku
hitori ja ikiteyukenai nante koto ha nai keredo
koushite kimi to tsunaida te wo hanashitakunai no desu



Alone

I was supposed to continue living this future all alone.
So I wonder why you still choose to stay by my side...

Like a jet black stain which has infused into a pure white shirt, it remains.
The guilty lies and the miserable emotions... I feel them and the tears fall once again.

The light that was once here has disappeared.
As I pretended "It can't be helped"...
Within the cracks of these days that have become hollow,
my lost essence resided.

I was supposed to have gathered the resolve and decided to live on alone...
So why is it that I want to hear your voice so badly like this...?

Wavering like the light of a street lamp placed in a pitch dark room...
"For your sake" I hid my ugly soul and cowardly heart behind the curtain.

Turning my back on the future I can't grasp,
I tried pretending that it's okay just like this but...

I was supposed to continue living this future all alone.
So I wonder why you still choose to stay by my side...
It's just that when you smile just like that,
whatever worries I have, everything becomes alright.
It's not like I can't keep on living on all alone,
but when we're holding hands just like this, I don't want to let go.



Original lyrics from: http://apple4161.blog20.fc2.com/blog-entry-126.html


 


Well, I know the above link isn't a 1-hit KO scenario, but... it's kuwagata~ 8D
Also, I'm currently sick so rest assured, that coughing fit is in no way connected to my intern-- /coughingfit
/dies

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